若您有注意并且仔细观察，就会发现最近可以常常看到灰暗的早晨，炎热的午后，甚至雷雨的傍晚。莫非这一切切的征兆应验了由玛雅预言家的预言，那个让全球的人们都在紧张的热门话题。这时，就会不禁地怀疑这个预言是否是真的，并且努力解决阻止次悲剧发生。当然人们都不希望这个预言是真的，也不敢否定这是不是真的不会发生。
有没有“弱克”（roCk）到？由于最近过着忙碌热血青年一般的生活，所以很少上来更新部落啦。在此向我的读者们致歉（虽然只有几个，呵呵）。最近让我较印象深刻的是我和我那2位睡姿奇怪的室友兼同学兼朋友（Connie和如花）在这次progress test的Pengajian Malaysia拿到意想不到的成绩。由于每天放学后就打工到10点的关系，再加上我们本来就很懒惰温习，所以学习的时间并不多。还记得考试的前一晚，我们临晨3点爬起来温书，真的就是临时抱佛脚啊！结果，如花拿了傲人的成绩89分，而我和Connie则拿到87分。直到如今我还一直不敢相信，当初还以为只有拿四五十分，结果？害我兴奋至今。
噼里啪啦的炮竹生仍在我耳边回荡，绚丽灿烂的烟火在暗沉的天空绽放美丽的形状。根据华人的传统习俗，年初一全家人就会泡茶喝和吃长寿面。而将近12时时分，我不是忙着看烟花，亦不是领红包，而是刚从外公家吃团圆饭在回家的路上。坐在车里，摇摇晃晃地望向被雨水划过的车窗，天空呈现暗红，马路也被烟火弄得一团迷雾，我则忙着把新年祝福的短讯发送给身边所认识的人。
我很喜欢过年，因为可以跟朋友出来聚聚，聊起我们的陈年往事，在中学时期所发生种种曾风靡一时的事情。有说有笑的我们，可花上大半天的时间聊天，你一句我一句，气氛超high。现在回想起来有种让人不禁感叹岁月快狠的流逝...时间？真的不等人。人之所以不完美才会因而变得更加的完美，这就是为什么我的部落格会是不完美的完美。
想起前几年的我们还是几个小瓜，而现在已是美女帅哥成熟路线的一群，其中当然不包括我~今天看到很多久违的老友们，个个都一身靓丽，只能说够力！真有够美的。最为让人感到惊叹的是以往的乖乖学生现在也会染发？当然，人是会变的。时间足以证明一切。
过年仍不忘了搞怪一下(呵呵==")
在这里，我开始了我第七分工，虽然人心险恶，但你逼不得已得向别人鞠躬低头。人，构造其为极复杂，怎么思想、内心更加的复杂呢？我不禁惊叹到这大自然及世上的一切万物。几十到几百、几千甚至几亿万的细胞竟会如此地强韧。生命力，无限。写着写着，都有点不懂自己真正要表达的是什么。生活太过仓促、忙碌。有时头脑的思维会打结，不是活结而是死结。最近遇到了金钱上的瓶颈，但我坚持不向家里要钱，因为我知道钱难进容易出。这样我还可以懂得什么叫珍惜，这样才不会浪费。虽然很穷，但摇滚的精神依然还在，你可以叫我“弱克阿嫲”。
屈指可数，我已离开家里有三个星期（不是离家出走==）到外面跟那两个瓜生活。其实他们也还蛮可怜的，被我知道很多很丑态的事。哈哈哈（奸笑==）。例如睡觉超奇怪的姿势，我讶异的是动作怎么有点像瑜伽？没参加奥运超高难度瑜伽比赛真的是有点浪费人才。由此可见，我是个不良的“弱克阿嫲”。PS：小朋友不可以学。
Good evening to my readers.The photo is taken by Miss Nut,that's me(paiseh,hao lian la).I was download it from my uncle profile because now i use lab computer so cannot upload the original photo.This photo have not been revised,is it look clear? I feel that i would only ant and wander outside.I know that many people like me,stray here stray there.I would like to say THANK YOU for those who always support and give encourage to me.When i was depressed and bad mood,they will always lend a helping hand and spirit to me.I am very inspire because they let my know that i still got family,still got friends that always concern about me.I know there is no free lunch,so i always try to do the best.Bless me all,the next week Friday i will take part in"Pengajian Malaysia"exam.I need time to do revision,but...Timeless ==" I want work hard like an ant even though it is small and inconspicuous,but it always do the best and never give up! I want too..Because i just an ant.
Same as usual,today i am loitering again with Connie n Agnes after class.We will come to lab everyday after we have done our homework.This is Connie and me.She is quite shy and little cute buddy.Forget to mention,Connie and I had dyed our hair.The color not same as the color we bought.We dyed it ourselves!OMG...our hair really uneven.We laughed each others for a long period.By the way,the person really need pity is Agnes.She accompany us until 3am!Sure u will feel weird right?Because we dyed our hair until 3am!!Do u feel us crazy?
See~I never normal even though take a photo.
This is our classroom.Everybody was back home liao.
Well,these photos I take on the sly.They don't know yet!I wanna see whether i got kena scold or not.hehe =) The 1st lady is Agnes.Yeah,as we all know she is same name with me,.Even though our name are same,but we have some disparity.She is quite tall,more than 170 cm if not wrong.All girls of this class are shorter than her.The others lady is the legend girl,Connie.She is a nice and hardworking person.Her every move make me feel she is so cute~She always wake up early in the morning and prepare our breakfast.Her movement always make me shock because what ever she did was so fast,quickly and clean!(er,don't misunderstand,no murder case.haha)
This is the view that we look outside through class window.If u look the photo clearly,u will found uncompleted building.That building is "Cities One"(either City or Cities),the biggest shopping mall in Kuching.It is just opposite of our college.I am very expect and hope the mall can completely done by quickly.If u see clearly again,u will dig out there are many cars block at there,serious obstruction and traffic jam!
Are u nervous?Are u JYJ's fans?I convinced that all JYJ's fans will panic and tension because today is the last trial between JYJ and SM.Who will win at the last?No matter what,i will always support them.I had viewed Fb just now,there was so many people were pray for them.I really hope they can win finally lor.I really admire this photo,it is very good-looking.So,share with u.
Deee~readers.Here I am.I felt very stress n panic recently.I am lacking of money now.NOT buy clothes NOT buy handphone BUT gonna pay my school fees.I want find somewhere to rent nearest my school but fail.I think i really will crumble soon if not yet find a stabilize place.Apart from this,Chinese New Year is around the corner.I want straighten my hair but NOT enough money.Money,money,money.U really make a lot of trouble for me.How can i get u?This make me recall back last Friday i was went to One Jaya with my roommate(Connie n Agnes.C).We had found many shops but all the proprietors said they want engage full time only.I think we went to 9 or 10 shops like that and finally found three shops want part time.The proprietors said they will call us if they want engage us.That's mean we haven't successful candidates.Now..I am loitering at lab again with that two buddy..Arggghh..the lacking of money T.T This intricacy feeling,u know?
2010年12月22日，我以沉重的脚步告别了古晋，来到了盛产油的地方---美里。离上次来这里的时间不短不长，刚好四年。犹记得上次是带秀蓉和瑞珊一起来玩，现在回想起来就觉得时间过的真的很快，当然也在我的回忆里添了不少的童年思绪。我跟着我的外婆一起乘坐着巴士，一路上浩浩荡荡来到了美里。很多人不禁地问我，为什么不要搭飞机呢？那是因为
隔天，我跟外婆随着舅公的车子大约四小时的车程上汶莱去了。汶莱，五年不见，依然那么繁华都丽，那么的尊贵。但...物价依然那么吓人！尤其是食物，价钱让人咋舌。每次花钱时我的心一直在淌血，无声的痛啊！23号的晚上，终于看到了几十年不见的舅舅。虽然他的样貌在我的印象里是模糊的，但看到了本尊之后觉得跟我想象的差不多。身高一米七左右，体重不详，是个很慈祥的人。我只能说我是个不怕生的人，再加上舅舅很健谈，所以气氛才不会尴尬。其实我还蛮崇拜他的，因为他会很多种语言而且感觉很厉害又有很多朋友。我并不是没有根据的说，因为每次无论在哪里，都会有他认识的人。即使是在餐厅，无论是年老的还是年轻的，总会有个是他知道的。我深信着总有一天他会认识整个汶莱的人。还有！他可以一心四用，一边驾车，一边跟姑姑讲话，一边信息，一边听歌。或许你会怀疑，这位中年男子为什么还没结婚？是的，这是个大家也搞不懂又很头痛的问题。很多妈妈级的Auntie都会介绍她们自己的女儿给他，搞到他觉得自己好像娶不到老婆那样，哭笑不得。但我很希望他能跟我未来的舅母相处的很好，我外婆也是这么一直认为。所以，快结婚吧！我很喜欢那个姐姐，希望你们真的能踏上红地毯...
汶莱，有着我好多好多的童年回忆。还记得曾经有一次，我妈和爸都出去做工了，家里只剩我和我二妹。由于小是好奇心强，就把热水器打开，谁知那蓬头被我们弄坏了。老妈子回来后发飙，骂我们个臭头，我至今还记得。小时喜欢和邻家的大哥哥姐姐们一起放风筝，那是我那时唯一的乐趣，现在的他们又过得如何？没有人知道。因为后来我们失联了，现在也想不起他们的样貌。唯有模糊的碎回忆还残留在脑海中。
最丢脸又气自己的事
她不喜欢拍照，因为晒到很黑，说是很像土著。
2011年1月6日
